You are probably one of the biggest complications and contradictions ever. Thank about it. You have all the evil, negative, bad, ugly and down right wrong things… And then you have those good, sweet, kind, loving, caring things that make this place worth while. To be completely honest, it’s hard for me to see the good sometimes. I may seem like I always see the silver lining, but sometimes the cloud is just to grand to ignore and I lose sight of the positive.
I know I’m not the only one that thinks like this. I’m sure there are others as well. But when you’re at your lowest point, you feel so alone… So isolated, that it’s impossible to ever see the brightside of things. And you can’t do anything about it. At least, I can’t. I can’t look on the brightside when I’m down, not on my own anyway. Can you blame me? I know there is good things out there, I try to be one of them. But the bad just completely shadows everything that is good. The bad shadows the good so much, that many people don’t see the good at all.
I think artists probably have the most clear view on the world. They can see the good and the bad and yet strive for good no matter what. You want a role model? Go look at some of the artists out there. Especially musicians. Every artist has a story, a background, a past that has lead them to where they are. To overcome that, it’s amazing. To come from some of the worst places and then become a star in the eyes of society… That is what it should mean to be a role model. To make everything out of nothing and still be grounded to the place you once called home. The past you used to call your life. That’s what I want to be one day. I want to be an artist. Whether it be an author or a musician, hell, even if it’s just being a public speaker trying to open up the eyes of the thousands who are blind to the true suffering of the world… I just want to make a difference. Make a change. Is that really so hard to ask?
So much is wrong here… Yet so much is good. The world is one place, that I will probably never understand… But that’s fine with me. I just want to be a part of it, and maybe change it for the better… Well, that’s all for tonight. Good night World. Help me see the good in this place tomorrow?